Two days back, The most important phase of my happy days came to an end. My heart slows down when I think that I'm not going to stay in this place anymore! This is a very nostalgic feeling.
When i visited my school all alone on a Sunday, I sat in my spot in that empty classroom. I could hear the voices saying, ' Potentiometer, Tomorrow there is going to be a sure test from all NCERT questions, sinA+cosA, Find the integral of, Get out of classroom, Not in uniform, Where is the leave letter? . People screaming my name in all possibilities like ' Janavi, Jaan, Janu, John, Jimmy, Osheen, Jim Jam' and what not? I'm for sure going to miss all these. All these words are baffling my mind, keep reverberating and is haunting me.
The soul inside me is questioning me 'What are you going to do next? Where are you right now? Where will you be tomorrow? Whats your destiny?'. I was just shouting back saying 'Calm down lady, there is still time to think about all these stuff'
I'm facing a weird mixture of emotions from tears, happiness, frustration, disappointment to anxiety. Those indefatigable teachers who sacrificed many things for us to teach us what life is. Ah, and finally friends, my lips get sweetened when i say the word.
Our friends were our souls, our reflections with whom we shared many things. We have argued, cried and laughed with them. So we are surely going to miss them like anything. Though whatever misunderstandings we had with our friends, in the end we will always remain close.
Of course, this situation comes for each and every student and it is indeed inevitable. So what can be done? Just accept the fact and move on with life. I would just request you all to stay in touch with your school friends and obviously don't forget the gurus who taught you everything and always be in touch with them.
Because our gurus would love to keep visiting their old students and they kind of long for it too. If any of you still has those stupid disputes with your old schoolmates, just give them a call and talk to them. If not immediately, you will know later that that call was not a bad thing to do after all. Going to miss school like hell.
